Hiya it's been quite a long while. I was on a trip to Japan, so I wasn't able to get much done, but I am back again with a newly developed mindset(?) sort of to speak.
But before that, I'd like to get this out of the way first. I did another redraw of the portrait that I did a few weeks ago while focusing more on lighting and the observations made by @snakker ( Thank you btw! ) I really like how it turned out.

Indefinite Hiatus from Social Media
TL;DR: I'm going to be 100% focusing on art school and original art for the time being rather than working on fanarts for my socials.
I have been super demotivated to draw lately and I've been struggling very hard to locate the root cause of this problem. But it hit me a few days ago when I just so happened to open up free art requests on twitter. And someone asked me why I was doing it. I initially thought to myself that I was just bored in the moment and wanted something to draw, but the more I thought about it the more I realized that I wasn't drawing out of boredom. It was for validation.
The need for validation of my art has been sprouting up in me for quite some time now after I've started to receive some attention on twitter and now it's just grown into this toxic virus in my system where I don't want to draw anything if it means no one will see it and give it a reaction. And honestly sometimes I even post on HERE for the same reason. Posting not only for a critique, but a reaction.
It's got me thinking about why I started drawing in the first place. I just wanted to be able to express myself through beautiful character art. Validation from others was never a reason as to why I started drawing. So I've decided to leave my socials behind for the time being and focus on improving my art for the sole purpose of improving to reach my goals and not for the goal of getting more likes.
However I will still be posting on here because I do want to continue getting feedback and also give feedback to fellow artists that are trying to improve alongside me. But this time with a newly found mindset of doing it for myself and not for the validation of others seeing my art. There will be a lot of artworks that never make the light of day on here as well, but I think that's for the better. I intend to only post when I'm doing assignments or when I am in need of critique from now on.