Sup snakker here, local art noob forever, finding his path here, and sometimes not here XD
Welcome aboard!
I see you're dabbling around with everything, not really doing the exercises... And that's cool! do what you feel is fun... but I do recommend also doing exercises. At least for me, having some order meant massive gains and understanding, despite being impulsive and always doing things way ahead of my level
I Feel if I was super disciplined and did plenty of exercises in order and did my own thing at a lower percentage, and really apply myself at each level in some more ordered fashion I'd advance more or have fewer problems
But in the end, it's all chaos, embrace it XD
Too many fundamentals apply to all our art, no way around it. Go little by little and enjoy the process
cheers