Hi everyone,
Hope you're all well. It has been a bit since my last post. A lot has been going on here lately. Had some really stressful events occur and some really low points in the last couple weeks. I was trying to force myself to at least draw a few times a week and then that became really difficult to even do that. Then I ended up getting really sick and couldn't really take any breaks and ended up being bedridden for a week. After that, I decided that I needed to take a break from everything for a bit and just try to destress as much as I could.
I ended up reading a bunch of books, just for fun. Played some video games, spent time with my family. Just forced myself to not do anything for a bit. It sucked at first, it really felt like I was giving up again and I hated that.
However, doing that allowed me to get some things taken care of and I ended up getting my need to draw back. I ended up just feeling good enough to get back up in the mornings and start some exercises again and I started studying Perspective from a different source to try to build up my comfort level with it again.
I looked around online and picked up a few books that were focused on working in perspective. Most people recommended to start with "Perspective Made Easy" so I've been doing the exercises from there for a bit now. I'm about half way through the book and am going to start doing some studies again, to try to solidify some of the info that it's gone through.
None of it is new, but its giving me some simpler places to start for getting used to perspective and freehanding perspective work. My work is definitely nothing to write home about, but it has been refreshing to do this. I haven't been focusing on the final product just trying to understand the concepts that the book is going through.
I'm going to try and start getting back into doing gesture drawing daily again as well, to keep my figure drawing in practice and then hopefully build myself back up a bit more. I don't really know what my posting schedule or drawing schedule will look like moving forward but so far, I've been getting up around 5 and doing some studies for about 2 hours and then trying to do another 2 in the evenings when I can.
Although the note says I'm not enjoying perspective much, I meant that I wasn't enjoying the way I was doing it before so although these weren't the best, I had more fun doing these studies than what I was having doing it any other way. Just wanted to clarify.
Like I said, most of the work I've done is nothing to write home about but its giving me some more practice with perspective and I've found myself doing more doodles in perspective in my sketchbook that have been coming naturally, which has up to this point, only happened with figures. So that is some progress at least.
It is also forcing me to draw objects that I really have avoided or did not ever really think to draw in the first place, so although its been ugly, it is helping me to get more practice in areas that I normally wouldn't venture to on my own which I think will help to broaden my horizons.
Anyways, That's about it. I'm going to really try to put my nose to the grindstone and figure out this perspective stuff and get myself to term 2 with a better foundation. Honestly, its the fact that I am so uncomfortable with perspective that is holding me up and I just would like to move forward with more confidence and feel like I have a grasp on it and not that it has a grasp on me, if that makes any sense.
Either way, I will move forward in this journey, its just going to take me a bit more time than what I would like it too. But, I need to build up this side of my skills that I have neglected. I feel more determined and in a much better mindset than I've had for at least 2 months now so I'm going to make this count and get myself to where I need to be.
Thank you all for reading, I hope to get around to seeing other work but I can't promise I'll be able to get around to any of it anytime soon. My time is pretty limited so, I'm going to prioritize getting practice in and hopefully things continue to mellow out for me and more time will open up soon. Hope you all are well and you are finding success on your own journeys.