I'm still here, don't worry xD
Just not easy to be motivated because of some reasons (nothing related to drawing...).
Anyways I will finish it even if it's not as good as I really want...
Although I'm sure many of us are never (or rarely) happy of the final (?) results...even masterpiece from great artists, they felt the same sometimes (and I still don't get why, now I can (little, with my bad skills lol) understand).
And yes clock is ticking, but somehow I don't feel stress or anything these days, even more weird.....