I really love this environment. And please be gentle with yourself. I know days can seem shitty and hard, I feel them too. But take the work at the pace you need to. I took the schedule Marc built and altered it a bit....
Days like Mon & Wed. where it says gesture and anatomy. that can mean the human form or an environment. Both have a gesture and an anatomy to build them properly. And then after first hour I make sure to do at least 3 of the blocks from each day. And I get to fill them in however I like, and I know that all the work means progress. Having it freeform has allowed me to create what I like but still move through the terms at a good pace. I give myself the room to grow, and not force myself down a path.
There are some days were I do all classes all the blocks. Others where I do all personal all day. each Hour I complete I fill in what I did, and then change the color to bright blue.
here is a completed week.
this way I can track my progress and really feel good about what I am doing. And as long as I can fill in the color on 3 or more blocks a day I know I am moving forward at a good pace.
I hope this helps you. Like I said, ....be gentle with yourself and don't let the journey get you down. You are doing great.