Just a bit of an update. Recently I was forced to finally walk away from a company that I helped build. I've spent three years of my life, putting my own dreams on hold to try and create something that I thought we all had wanted and have something that could support us all.
I was rehired at an old job that I didn't ever want to go back to and am now on a completely different schedule and an erratic schedule. Plus, a pretty steep pay decrease and much less freedom. I've also been picking up any odd job that I can because of my financial state.
I didn't want too, but I dumped a lot of my own money and time into trying to save the company, I thought we all wanted too. I was wrong. Now I really don't have any way to move to find another job or any other options at this time for work in my area, so I've been trying accepting this new life of mine.
Its been very frustrating for me to look back and see all the hard work over the past three years amount to nothing, especially when I could've been spending that time doing something for myself.
I've been channeling that frustration into trying to create business of my own. I figure I really don't have anything to lose anymore and getting something started now is better than waiting.
It's basically taken away all of what little free time I have now, so art school is probably going to be on hold for a while as I try to get myself back on track and try to build something that will allow me to regain some of the freedom that I have worked so hard to gain over the past three years.
I really don't know if it'll amount to anything, but I'm giving it my best shot. I have to. So this might be my last post for a while, but I will return when I can. Hopefully, it'll be with happier news.
Anyways, I guess this is good bye for bit everyone. I hope you all stay well and find even more success than what you've already found.
So thank you and again, I hope to be back sooner than later. Thank you as always for reading.
